Tis week had indeed been a veri nice one 4 me.What happened tis whole week will be kept in my mind forever as memories.But......Shawn and sis found out that I lyk "him".Meet him at tm.....Shawn was there.Had a good tok wif him.I give up!I also dunno why I choose to give up?I had waited for 3 yrs already?Why!?Am i losing confident?Do anyone ever wonder wat my b'dae wish was?It was to be wif him..Why am I giving it up so easy?It is really hard to say can u be my bro?Althought I said tis,in my heart I still lyk u.But it will be better 4 everyone if I say tis.I can't be so selfish....I had to think wat is good 4 everyone.Althought it will be hard 4 me to get over tis.I'll try.Thought it is only one week that we have a good time.I still dunno why I keep on thinking about u.Forgeting u will be veri hard,but no matter wat I'll try.3 yrs.....................waiting 4 euu.Its alright........tis all will be gone soon.Juz let me type tis one last time.....
Luv-bh
close my eyes,and dream of you.Of what you are, so plain and true.You are the rain that falls on my face,you are that feeling, that empty space.I want to hold you in my arms again,love is nothing but a continous sin.No matter what I do or say,I can never make tomorrow today.I lay my head down to sleep,and in my mind my memory of you I'll always keep.Although our love is never what it may seem,I'll close my eyes, and of you I dream.
Yes kez sirumen
Ran's@ 3:07 PM
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