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Thursday, April 28, 2005

I guess ur answer was to tao bi?It was juz a guess...I dunno wats in ur mind if u juz refuse to say anything.Vivi said tat u were avoiding me.Was it true?I dunno..I dun feel lyk thinking too much.Had not been feeling well tis few days.I'm so tired,had been sleeping in class almost in every lessons after recess.Went to different class to ask for some survey.All the things was asked by me,my frens juz stood there.Asking the sec 1 classes was least scary.Asking the sec 2 was the worst.When I went into the class "They" keep on looking lohh.And the worst is only Yiling follow me into the class the rest juz stood outside.And I have to do the asking and the writing.When holding the pen my hands keep on shivering lohh...and the pen almost fall of my hands.I cannot stand "them" loh.They keep on looking as if we were some weird aliens.The last class we went was 3e5.Actually we did not want to go in but becoz we think tat its on the way.So juz went in.I noe u did not even turn to look coz u were juz avoiding.Ur drawing was nice!I dunno wat u were thinking at tat time...I think by telling wats in ur mind would juz be good 4 both of us dun u think so?At least we wont feel so gan gar when we see each other.And at least I can say a "Hi" rather than walking away without saying anything.Vivi said I was wrong to tell u wats in my mind.I dunno whether I'm regretting telling the truth.All I noe was I can tok no more to euu as long as u did not give me ur answer I wont dare to tok to
u.I really hope u juz said wat u feel lyk saying...I wanted to ask u say something but I dun want to ask u to say wats in ur mind.I juz hope tat u will juz tell me without me askng u.But I know there will be a day tat I will ask u.If the day ever come...there will be.I have already mark out tat day.If till tat day u did not say anything then I'll come ask u.Tat will indeed be a veri special day for me.Tat day,I will have 2 different feelings.But tat day will realli take a long time to come.....

Ran's@ 11:56 AM