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Should I retreat?I'm sick and tired of everything.I have already said the ans was a minus....but I dunno why u juz refuse to tell me ur ans was a minus.I noe u have no feelings 4 me.But I dun understand why u refuse to say it.I dun really understand wat u were trying to say when u ask me not to say those stuff tat I msg u.Which msg r u refering to?I dun think I'm wrong msging u tat saying all those stuff.Many ask me to give up,but I dun want coz I believe one day u will have the same feeling as me.But I guess I was wrong.I'm so tired of walking the first....I'll stopped here 4 the time being.I will juz do wat I suppose to do now.Exams are juz round the corner.I dun want to waste my time waiting 4 euu to give me some hope.I dun think it is worth it.You always give me some hope and then take it away from me again.I'll juz study hard and after exams I'll have my wings back then its time 4 town!!17 june...I'll wait.I wont be walking the first anymore.If I continue the ending 4 me will be worse.So I rather stay on...the ending depends on euu. ~My mind tells me to give up but my heart wont let me...